tianna is doing fantastic with her eating disorder. she has maintained her weight for several months. the last time i weighed her she was 87 1/2 lbs. i had kassie stand on the scale the same day and she only weighed 89 lbs. i checked her again today and she was down to 88 lbs. she swears she isn’t doing anything—-meaning eating disorder behaviors like tianna has had.
the ped gi has been a little concerned about her ever since we figured out that tianna had an eating disorder because it is alot more likely for an identical twin to have an eating disorder also.
tianna keeps telling me that she sees kassie doing things that are eating disorder behaviors. i doubt that kassie would try purging because she is terrified of throwing up. i just don’t want to do this ED thing with another child.
i’m just kind of venting i guess. i just wish that life would get a little easier sometimes. i know that there are people that have it so much worse and that i really have alot of blessings—it’s just kind of hard to remember that when you are in the middle of things.
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Here’s to a better 2007.
