It seems the nexium is not working. I took Dd back to the dr yesterday and her ped was AWFUL to me. He said that she is already getting slammed with a huge dose of nexium (20mg) and if that dosn’t work, than nothing will. I suggested that maybe reflux was not the problem then and he said and i’m quoting here “well I can look her over again, but I’v already done this”
He then in a totally condensating manner proceded to look at her and tell me the most rediculous things, like “well, she dosn’t have CP” and “I don’t see any hair wrapped around her fingers or toes” and “she dosn’t have a diaper rash” I couldn’t believe it! He didn’t even look in her mouth, her throat, her stomach area. I grabbed my baby from him, told him it was obvious he was trying to humour me, I thanked him for his time and proceded to leave. Of course I was in tears by this time because that is how I react when I’m frusterated, so then he goes into a speel about post partum depression, and support groups and blah blah blah…..
I AM NOT DEPRESSED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I am frusterated!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I am frusterated that I can’t do anything to help my baby
I’m frusterated that her dr is a jerk
I am frusterated that DD dosnt’ want to eat some days
I AM FRUSTERATED
He made me feel so bad yesterday that I will not be bringing her back to him for anything related to her reflux/crying, and i’m beginning the process of finding a new, more respectful dr.
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